Now

fruit of the everymoment, painting on canvas, 2017

What’s happening right now has never been so multifaceted, so complicated-but-simple, and so hard to digest through the media. Particularly if we’re looking at the world through the filter of mainstream, it’s possible that we’ve never been exposed to such a dumbed-down, skewed, thin sliver of an aperture into reality… whilst our actual reality is rapidly aligning into symbiosis.

Like all of us, I’ve had blessed time to step back from the drama and the smoke and mirrors of ‘normal life’, to be able to see what I and we are doing – as well as what we can easily do much better.

Though I’ve dipped only occasionally into mainstream media – mostly finding it unbearably lacking in groundedness, wisdom or healthy leadership – I’ve noticed more and more censorship of truth around the whole affair.

drawing, 2010

Voices are rising up, solutions and better ways are being shared, but for the greater part, the multitudes are only hearing a self-fulfilling-prophecy of fear-tension-control… and the inevitable very painful consequences.

Here are two longer-than-usual podcasts bringing together a holistic, personal perspective on our times. It feels vitally important that people like myself – who live outside of mainstream thinking and fear-limitations – are heard in these pivotal moments, so we can collectively keep greater perspective.

Global decisions are now being made about everyone’s future, and if they’re being based on dumbed-down, aggressive approaches to the divine complexity of the human mind-body-spirit in symbiosis with this incredible self-regulating planet we live on… then we’re going to essentially be atrophying out of existence.

podcast on Now part 1
podcast on Now part 2

On the other hand, many of us are awakening to this forewarning we’re being blessed with, and are already steeped in new studies, practises, growing our own food, getting fresher air into our lungs, moving around more, thinking-acting-being more positive and pro-active.

I have faith that we were already moving away from the destructive, competitive, short-term vision, no-consequences-to-our-actions paradigm, and into a more harmonious relationship with all things.

It remains to be seen however, whether mainstream/ power structures can accept and honour our new conscious evolution. It genuinely appears that mainstream is insisting we all get onboard a raft-of-the-medusa, as it’s flung from wave to wave in increasingly dangerous waters… and a good chunk of our population is clinging on there.

self-evolution painting, 2008

Are they going to educate themselves in time, before the raft disintegrates? Are they going to recognise that there are other ways of treating disease, of approaching health, of creating well-being, which are entirely peaceful and non-drama-and-death-inducing?

I feel strongly positively that part of what what has been unfolding is that there has been an increasing collective movement away from the aggressive medical model – into more holistic approaches to our real health. This in itself has brought the unhealthy aspects of the modern medical approach to the surface: fear, control, tension, pain, symptoms downwards-spiralling out of control – as systems try to claw back stability, and immense bodies of profit try desperately to retain their manipulative grip on peoples’ health sovereignty.

But the truth is spreading virally and organically, just as the virus is. There are facts that can’t be hidden – like exosomes, complex RNA strands, and the mind-blowing differences in statistics… the vastly superior results from homeopathic treatment of pandemics.

One day soon, the majority of humans are going to recognise that we live on a profoundly intelligent planet, and that we are an integral part of that profound intelligence; that there are ways to work in symbiosis with the divine holistic forces all around and within us, rather than warring against them, as if they’re something alien and different to us.

Be alive, be informed, be awake!

Much love and blessings to you,

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Miscarriage, Meaning, Catharsis

podcast on miscarriage, meaning, catharsis

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I felt strongly called to speak about this subject(s), after coming across an art book that I created in 2007 – Growth-Catharsis – and seeing it with fresh eyes, whilst currently trying to conceive.

The book project was a direct ‘transcribing’ of my experience at the time of miscarriage. Now, I have access to multiple forums where we are talking at length about womb-work, about womben’s experiences, Life from womb-centred perspectives. At the time of my miscarriage, and more-so 10 yrs before (as I talk about in this podcast), there was no language around what was happening and what my ‘choices’ were.

In fact, in retrospect, it felt like the men in my life made the decision by default: the world was their privilege – their ‘logic’ held the sway in terms of what was ‘allowed’ to transpire, or not. I speak at the end of the podcast, to this; to what it is when we have Life trying to expansively manifest through us, but are convinced by the superficial, fear-full, ‘logic’ of “this cannot happen right now”.

Catharsis, painting which evolved into another painting…

This is such a metaphor for the frictional polemic between patriarchy and the sacred feminine, and it makes me think strongly about the deep masculine – who likely would have turned up/ stuck around, if I’d demanded it and gone ahead with my pregnancies… and the toxic feminine, who submits inappropriately, backs down when the slightest resistance in met, and boils in resentment of ‘what should’ve been’.

Seeing this complex entanglement of 4-cornered dynamic: sacred feminine ‘vs’ toxic masculine, crossed by deep masculine ‘vs’ toxic feminine, helps me see what our solution can be: the toxicity is essentially weakness or lack of maturity – it’s operating from fear-tension-pain, rather than sovereignty-bliss-expansion – both are valid realities. Both need the positive aspects of each other, in order to move forward: both are trying in their own way to keep the world safe and working: one from tense controlling, the other from floppy passivity. Neither are ‘better’ than the other: this is about how we bring this divided quadrant into yin-yang harmony…

Self-Evolution, painting from 2007 – collection of Glasgow Women’s Library

I hope that this podcast can be heard outwith any cultural and societal negative projections onto abortion and/ or womben’s sovereignty in their mind-body-spirit. This open sharing is a gift to our collective womb consciousness, a calling to let go of our shared wounds and our frictional relationship between the yin and the yang of humanity.

The book mentioned will be shared on my Patreon hopefully later today.

Much love, and gratitude for listening and witnessing xx

water and the divine feminine: flow and well-being

ancient natural forms with rainwater: Corrie , Arran, Scotland

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This is a podcast that came from a sacred place; where I collect spring water for drinking, a drive and a walk from my home – my growing relationship with the place, the water (and the blessed act of reverently gathering spring water). The words came from a spontaneous ‘calling’, which I explain in this podcast – so I’ll allow the words to flow here:

Niki De Saint Phalle’s tarot garden, Capalbio, Italy
podcast on water and the divine feminine
the Tammaro river near Sassinoro, BN, Italy

I’ll be announcing openings in the new year for The Divine Creative mentoring programme, which will be supporting the immense creative potential of wise humans like yourself, in challenges like this reweaving of the divine feminine into our world… In the meantime:

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Go to Vacation With An Artist to learn how you can visit Guardia Sanframondi in Italy, and work side by side with me in my studio.

And visit The School of Real Art on Teachable, to get immediate access to my teachings and podcast collections – plus see The Divine Creative to hear about my soon-to-launch mentoring programme.

Blessings on your day, and on your creative expansion into the divinity of life,

Menstruation And The Whole Woman

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This is one of at least two podcasts in this series on menstruation: the core of our feminine life and identity, the cycle of fertility and creative potential, the solution to the world’s problems with disequilibrium and even violence….

cat woman lives from her womb, painting, 2002-16

In this podcast I’m speaking to the reality of women’s bleeding being something divine, wholesome, realigning, energising: our blood is the source of Life, and thus we can and should find great enrichment in its moving through us and going out into the world.

Instead of ceremony and gratitude, many of us have intensely negative bio-feedback through our cycles. This is intimately related to what is going on around us (and within us): to both our life and the history of the women in our family, to our habits and relationship with our body-mind-spirit, and to what is transpiring each month.

detail from painting: cat woman lives from her womb

Modern life in general is very much not aligned to women’s well-being. It most certainly is NOT aligned to women’s taking good, deep self-care, and to working within her monthly rhythms. So what should we do about that? What can we do to first limit the disharmony in our month, and then to begin easing ourselves into a more appropriate pattern that our body tells us is right?

The clue is in the question: ‘our body tells us’ – here’s my first podcast on menstruation – look out for the next one soon, within the rest of this Sacred Feminine series.

podcast on menstruation

I’ll be announcing openings in the new year for The Divine Creative mentoring programme, which will be supporting the immense creative potential of wise humans like yourself, in challenges like this reweaving of the divine feminine into our world… In the meantime:

Click here to download a current copy of my art catalogue – and here to see my arthouse for sale website.

Go to Vacation With An Artist to learn how you can visit Guardia Sanframondi in Italy, and work side by side with me in my studio.

And visit The School of Real Art on Teachable, to get immediate access to my teachings and podcast collections – plus see The Divine Creative to hear about my soon-to-launch mentoring programme.

Blessings on your day, and on your creative expansion into the divinity of life,

WOMEN AND ANGER

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Women’s anger is still one of the greatest taboos of our modern culture, in relation to our health, wealth and happiness. We are allowed to be present at the table, supported in relationships, feel safe in the community, belong and be held in the family – so long as we keep a lid on our rage.

This has an immense negative effect particularly on our mental and emotional health, as we stuff down emotions that should be effortlessly allowed to rise and disperse.

Years and decades of this, and we become chronically under-energised: our vitality gets in the habit of just holding in, and our whole being begins to literally wind down for the end…

Why is our anger such a vital force in the world? What is not happening because women are not stamping their foot, raising their voice, expressing a non-negotiable NO? What is continuing to unfold, because we are not getting angry?

Apart from our own health and sense of self being severely undermined, our whole collective direction is compromised; women’s standing up for a world which isn’t based on unsustainable patriarchal abuses of power – this involves speaking emotionally and assertively in every area of Life.

painting: laughing at anger, 2001
painting: laughing at anger, 2001

A deep feminine voice unleashed, at the appropriate moment, in a humble and respectful way, and towards a situation that is malleable and ripe for change, can have immense transformative effect. It can halt rivers and change the direction of civilisations.

In contrast, that same voice, held back when it is being called for, leaves a void – where abusive power can continue to fill the space-between-all-things.

I have often felt that if we’re not angry about the state of the world, we’re not looking at it very deeply at all. In this podcast, I talk about how we can better use our anger as the alchemical force that it is supposed to be:

Please feel welcome to comment under this blog, about your own perspective and experience of anger.

I’ll be announcing openings in the new year for The Divine Creative mentoring programme, which will be supporting the immense creative potential of wise humans like yourself, in challenges like this reweaving of the divine feminine into our world… In the meantime:

Click here to download a current copy of my art catalogue – and here to see my arthouse for sale website.

Go to Vacation With An Artist to learn how you can visit Guardia Sanframondi in Italy, and work side by side with me in my studio.

And visit The School of Real Art on Teachable, to get immediate access to my teachings and podcast collections – and see The Divine Creative to hear about my soon-to-launch mentoring programme.

Blessings on your day, and on your creative expansion into the divinity of life,